There's no point to any of this. It's all just a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes.So I take pleasure in the details & put it on a story.
I'm a boring 21 years old girl living in a small but beautiful city -- Yogyakarta. Currently starting her career in a big corporate as a Creative Marketing Associate; trying to get through life one day at a time.
Des morceaux de cœurs brisés.
"Pouvez-vous me voir ici? Suis-je rien pour vous? J'ai passé ma vie avec vous. Mais vous n'avez pas de soins."
I don't understand why it is so hard for you to understand thing that outside of my control. I'm in love, and it is the first time I feel this way. You. In one side, very amused my feelings, and in the other side, killing my self slowly but sure. Wasted so many time just to feel the same thing; loving and leaving.
We're part of this story, our story.
Just both of us, and with only both of us, it's already rude either. So please, don't try to add someone else again. It's gonna be such a chaos. You know I don't like being in crowd. You used to be there when I'm in the middle of the crowd and simple protects me from all of it. But where does that feelings go? Where do you go so that I finally fine so un - secure?
"Aime-moi ou laissez-moi."
I put something in every words I spoke to you. I put my love, and my careness. I put my sweet and kinda cute laugh everytime we speak. And I thought it would help. But it's not. And I'm sad by the way you out it through. I'm losing in this battle. Battle between you and me. And I dare you, you won't think about me again if we really do finally break up.
I only have courage to write about sad things, Cause happy seems like not forever so...... let;s write about something that immortal; sadness. I don't care what you think; I'm not trying to be that emo.
All that breaking apart, all that promisses, kisses, and touches, it's such a waste, I feel like I am being used by you.
"Mais Je t'aime quand même .."
We're not that far from falling apart. You're so near to winning. And I'm so near to another death experience. We live and we learn, I can't understand why. We broke our heart, and we learn from that mistake just to make another mistake again? Better if we stay in one mistake forever.
