There's no point to any of this. It's all just a random lottery of meaningless tragedy and a series of near escapes.So I take pleasure in the details & put it on a story.
I'm a boring 21 years old girl living in a small but beautiful city -- Yogyakarta. Currently starting her career in a big corporate as a Creative Marketing Associate; trying to get through life one day at a time.
You are everything.
I've never asked for more than this.. I've never wanted anything as much as I want this..
pictures are from Bian's.
I actually, fell in a very deep one. I fell in a very deep love.
I was just thinking about how much he has effected my life since the day we're together. I love him. He's the only one who really understands me. And I just need that thing in my life, so I won't ask for anything else other than spending my whole entire life with him.
I've never been as happy as I am right now.. He's mine, and I'm entirely his. I always spends my day thinking about him, about us, about everything that's right. I know, it sounds goofy, but I'm addicted to this guy. The one that I've been loving since 5th of October 2006. The one I've been dreaming of since I'm a little girl. The one I've been wanting to spend my whole life living day by day with him. He's the perfect one. And how.. How I love him.. I could not describe it anymore.
I'm speechless. I could write loads of things about him. There is only one word that suits him best; perfect. He fixes things, he rights all the wrongs he ever did, he control everything including my life. And God... How I am thankful for all of that things he does :) I actually fell so hard for him that I could not resist the feelings that he has given to me. The strong feelings that I've been craving for all of this time.. He's perfect.
I could not stand a day without knowing that he's mine. I could not stand a night, sleeping well without thinking if he's sleeping too or not. I always been addicted to his kind of attitude. I told you, I'm in love with you, and I swear to God, I'm not lying..
Those things you do.. I just can't forget how you're so special for me. I know, you're not (yet) entirely mine. But I'm sure. I could have you, and I mean, all of you, for real, at the right time :)
I dedicated my whole life to you. In so many ways, I just wanted to say, that I love you. And throw away those bad memories, we'll start a new one. The perfect one. And instead of fighting, I would rather love to see you smile. To see you laugh. To see you holding my hands when we're walking. To see you see me. To see you hug me as hard as you want to. To see you love me, the way you wanted to love me.
